life as a side character

Those sarcasm really just for me isnt? am I a worthless person? am I causing trouble for people around me? idk what to say anymore. maybe people around me is hating me.

when Im having fun, I realise that Im too loud for my friends to handle. Its not their fault to felt embarrassed for having me as a friend.

I got scolded by my father because I messed up big time on my sleep schedule. Im tryin to change my habit again so I hope I can do this.

For now, Im nothing but a side character in my friends (contacts) life. With or without me they're gonna be fine.